well for those of you who don't know which is everyone but erika... i tried to kill my-self and my teacher sent me to th schools interventionist she and i talked for a long time and she told me i needed profesional help and may need to have a 72-hour hold which meens i'm sent to looney bin for 3 days or until they find me fit and safe enough to leave... well guess what i was sent to a looney bin for 6 days! i'm sorry that i didn't tel you but by the end wednesday i was already in a hospital called Cenntenial peaks...the weirdest thing is that i met nick there (he's one of my crushes) an i was roomed with him too! dam out of all the hospitals i could have gone to i went to the one nick was in...Wierd by the way he's in two of my classes at school. but long story short i left late moday night and got there wednesday... oy! at thehospital the patients were the only normal people there the staff was ok but some of them were really wierd...it felt like i went on and extended break with a bunch of other teenagers that were just like me...(suicidal) and were trying to get hrough it... but on sunday nick left and i had been moved (on thursday) to the line of sight room because they felt i was still suicidal basically i was restrained when i slept and i couldn't take a piss without someone right next to me...yeah thats why i think the staff i wierd...ny ways on thursday night a boy came in and his name was christopher zacheria (zach for short) and was moved were i had been (the room nick was in) andthe day nick left i was moved back into the room with zach in it and he i a major hottie! i mean he's got anger problems and stuff but he's soooo gental inside butsadlythere was a no touching pollicy there so... i resolved that when he punch the grating over our window and his hand bleed i asked for his hand it was sooo smooth... OMG i was about to glomp him buti asked for a hug and he gaveme one... DAAM he's sooo hot and has a good bod and i saw him get out ofthe shower with almost nothing on... well lets just say he gave me his phone # a few poems and his my space [link] you can see his hottness for yourself also my my-space is
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i love you all and sorry if i freaked you out... and we need to get together to watch harry pot-head Edika